guess i shoulda tried a little harder.

Eating snowflakes with plastic forks
and a paper plate of course
you think of everything

Short love with a long divorce
and a couple of kids of course
they don't mean anything

Live in trailers with no class
Goddamn I hope I can pass
high school means nothing

Taking heartache with hard work
Goddamn I am such a jerk
I can't do anything

and I shout that your all fakes
And you should have seen
the look on your face

And I guess that's what it takes
when comparing your bellyaches

And it's been a long time
Which agrees with this watch of mine

And I guess that I miss you
And I'm sorry if I dissed you

so lonely but never alone

Point A To Point B oh I Know
lots of points with no points in between for me
So lonely but never alone I know
I'm at my house but I wish that I were at home
Point A To Point B oh I know
lots of points but no back passage scheduled for me
Dig Hard
or don't try at all
Dig Hard
or get down on all fours
and dig hard
only you know you know how
that broke
only time uh oh
I've been working on the railroad time uh oh

i'm not sure who i am...

but i know who i've been.


life's been pretty crazy ever since i got back from tour. just lost my lady of 5 years & my best friend lost her's of 4 years too, all in the same week. so now we hang out with each other more. meeting new girls isn't part of the plan as our exes suspect but we're going girl-free just to be away from those unwanted distractions. just need your amigos haha. so we're trying to figure out this whole situation together, whatevs. it kinda works out too cuz my phone is about to die any minute, crashing to death, and so i'll be cut through communication, unless it's through this, e-mail or my favorite, snail mail. send me packages.

so now with this new free time of being an emo baby i can upload pictures that i've been saving to post on this shit. FINALLY. i gotta figure out why blogger fucked up my mobile blogging. hmmm...

Whenever You Breathe Out, I Breathe in (Positive Negative)

Hey, haven't seen you around in a while
I didn't go to work for a month
I didn't leave my bed for eight days straight
I haven't hung out with anyone
Cause if I did, I'd have nothing to say.
I didn't feel angry or depressed
I didn't feel anything at all
I didn't want to go to bed
And I didn't want to stay up late.
When you're living your life, well, that's the price you pay
Whenever I breath out, you're breathing it in
Whenever I speak out, you're speaking out
I didn't go to work for a month
I didn't leave my bed for eight days straight
I haven't hung out with anyone
'Cause if I did, I'd have nothing to say

♥

I Wish I Was There.

fuck it, at least we got interstate 8, baby blue sedan & all nite diner

modest part 2

so the modest mouse show was DEATH. my phone died sometime duuring the show which bummed me out. mimicking birds were mellow, japanese motors sucked! mm played goooood ass songs. probably their best show i've seen...encore = interstate 8, all night diner and alone down there. they even played baby blue sedan. i can totally die in peace now.

modest mouse - oakland 2.22.09

vallarta

whatsong should we pick? oh modest mouse chea

styrofoam boots

just playin

im gonna dance hall everyday

modest mouse 6/1/08 greek theatre

paper thin walls

dance hall

dashboard

satin in a coffin

fire it up

education

wild pack of family dogs

weve got everything

float on

good times

the view



yeaaaahhh they just played..hella sick! i wish i went last night too, hella chiilll anyways fuucckkk

Perkeley.

Waitin for da mouse.

Broke Your Glasses But It Broke The Ice.

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Broke account so I broke a sweat
I've bought some things that I sort of regret about now
Broke your glasses, but it broke the ice
You said that I was an asshole and I paid the price
Broken hearts want broken necks
I've done some things that I want to forget but I can't
Broke my pace and ran out of time
Sometimes I'm so full of shit that it should be a crime
Broke a promise cause my car broke down
Such a classic excuse it should be bronze by now
Broke up, and I'm relieved somehow
It's the end of the discussions that just go round and round
And round, and round, and round, and round,
And round, and round it shouldn't have been anyway
No way, no way, no way, that's right
Uh oh, uh oh, uh oh, uh no
Uh oh, uh oh, uh oh, uh no
It was like everything was evidence of broken (time?)
You're living on fancy wine
You'll drink that turpentine
You're starting conversations
You don't even know the topic




Basically my life, heh. No money, no job and all that shit. Well at least "you still got your words and you got your friends" and I got to see them play this song live FINALLY after 3 times. And I just found this video online after searching long and hard for this. I'm happy.